Elena - Не Вместе

The coffee is cold.
The midnight air is freezing
I'm staring at the space where you would lie
It's funny how the mind keeps on believing
That any minute you walk back inside
We built a castle out of words and promises
We drew a map but lost the way so fast now
I am left to count up all the honesty
And wonder how a love like that could pass
And the tears keep falling like the old rain
Washing out the pictures in the frame.
I gave you all my sky, but you wanted the wind.
Now
I don't even know where to begin.
It's the heavy silence
The hardest goodbye
To love someone so much
And watch it die
I found your jacket sitting in the hallway
It still smells like nights we used to drive
We used to swear we'd make it work out always.
Back when your smile could keep the dark alive
But shadows crept between our conversations
Quiet walls replace the songs we knew
I never thought that patience and frustration
Would turn the golden thread to shades of blue
And the tears keep falling like the autumn rain
Washing out the pictures in the frame.
I gave you all my sky, but you wanted the wind.
Now
I don't even know where to begin.
It's the heavy
The hardest goodbye
To love someone so much
And watch it die
They say that time will heal the deepest spaces
But time moves like stone when you are gone
I see a ghost in all our favorite places
I watch the night refuse to meet the dawn
Was it my fault for holding on too tightly
Or did you just let go without a sign
The memories we used to carry lightly
And burying me deep into the ground
Heat.
Heat
The morning comes but doesn't bring the color
The world outside is moving just the same
They say that
I will learn to love another, but every thought still echoes with your name
I'm learning how to breathe without your armor
I'm learning how to stand up on my own
But every heartbeat only hits me harder
In this crowded room where
I am all alone
And the tears keep falling like the autumn rain
Washing out the pictures in the frame.
I gave you all my sky.
You wanted the wind
I don't even know where to begin
Heavy silence
My heart is goodbye
To love someone so much
And watch it die
Just watch it die.
The rain will stop.
Or so they say
But my eyes and singing] are wet again today
Goodbye my love.
The brightest light
We faded out into the night
Just and singing] tears and time
Just yours and mine