Mostafa Elsaadi - Begin Again

Screaming
I woke up to a life that looked nothing
Like the picture
The plans
I made at 20 disappeared
Without a warning.
Some roads lead nowhere.
Some doors closed behind me
Some people changed their faces
When they no longer needed me
I learned that life can turn
Without asking for permission
One day you're holding everything
The next you're starting from the ground
But standing at the edge
Is not the same as being finished
There is still a road ahead
There is still a choice to make
I don't need another reason
I don't need to understand
Yesterday can keep its secrets
Today is in my hands
One step out of the shadows
One step into the unknown screaming if
I still have breath to give then
I still have somewhere to go
Go, go
Begin again
Give the old road where it ends
Begin again
Let the morning find me different.
I don't need a perfect ending.
I don't need to know the way.
I can take whatever is left
And make a life from it today
There were things
I thought were forever
That were never meant to stay
There were dreams
I kept postponing
For a better kind of day
I watched the seasons changing while
I waited for the sign
But maybe there was never
Going to be a perfect time so
I stopped asking the mirror who
I used to be
I stopped measuring my future
By the years behind me
What happened cannot hold me unless
I carry it all
I cannot know where
I came from
Without living there forever
I don't need another one and
I don't need another
And music] plan
The road doesn't have to show me
Where it ends before
I start
There is something waiting
On the other side of fear
And every move
I make tonight
It brings the next chapter near
Begin again
Give the old road where it ends
Begin again
Let the morning find me different.
I don't need a perfect ending.
I don't need to know the way.
I can take whatever is left
And make a life from it today screaming
What if things behind were never meant
To be wished?
What if every wrong direction
Taught me how to recognize the right one?
What if losing what
I wanted
Made room for something greater?
What if the person
I'm becoming
Was worth everything
I had to leave
I don't need to rewrite the story
I don't need to be erased today
The past can stay where it belongs
I am not finished
Not even close
I don't care how far
I fall
And singing
I can build another mountain
I'm waiting for permission no more
Asking yesterday, I have
Something left to give
I have something left to say
No more hiding
No more fear
I'm still here
I'm alive
I'm alive
From the place where everything changed
I don't have to stay the same
I can turn the page tonight
I can choose another way
I can lose a thousand times
And still
Begin again begin again
Begin again begin again begin again again
Begin again