Charfutur - A Thousand Words

I watch you sleeping in the pale moonlight
There is an ocean in this room tonight
I trace the lines of your face in the dark.
Wondering when we lost our spark
I reach out my hand, but
I pull it away
Terrified of what the silence might say
The minutes fall heavy like drops of rain.
I'm trying to hide this beautiful pain
You are so close yet miles apart.
I'm
Holding the pieces of my breaking heart
A thousand words.
I want to say, but they dissolve
And drift away.
I love you more than you
Will ever know.
But
I can feel that it's
Time to let you go.
A thousand words
Caught in my throat.
The saddest me i
Ever wrote.
A thousand words, but none
Will do
Except the one where
I say
I'm losing you
Close my eyes and see the early days
Lost in a one golden haze.
Your laughter
Was the only sound
I need
Now every memory makes me bleed
I want to wake you up and hold you tight.
But morning is coming to end this night
It's more heavy like drops of rain.
I'm
Trying to hide this beautiful pain.
You
Are so close
I'm holding the pieces of my breaking heart.
A thousand words.
I want to say
The pages
And drift away.
I love you.
You will
Never know.
But
I can feel that it's
Time to let you go
I will do
This one heat heat heat
I want you sleeping
I want you sleeping heat up here
I want you sleeping